complete randomness on a boring night

so i haven't written since the two weeks before christmas break...kind of a long time, since at the beginning of the school year i definately remember telling myself "you are going to make good use of the blog that you created, and you are going to start writing shit down whenever you have a good idea or opinion on something." well since that point you have written exactly 6 time until now (not exactly keeping up on the typing)...this time that is all going to change, yeah right. I don't usually have any idea of what i want to type about when i am sitting at my computer, and all my ideas are usually when i am laying in bed trying to sleep, or walking around campus between classes...neither of those times consist of a laptop sitting right in front of me ready for a quick blurb that can be finished at a later point...so the idea is gone by the time i am back in front of the computer, and the blog remains empty of new material for even longer.

right now i am writing this blog in notepad with the wordwrap off so that previous paragraph was only one line long...

anyways, back to the reason of this entry. since coming to school, i believe my english skills have gone down the drain. i haven't had to take an english course since i got here and because of that my grammer and knowledge of the english language has pretty much dwindled off to that of a second grader's. when i was in high school, i thought that i had a pretty good vocabulary, so i could hold a conversation with someone older and more intelligent without much of a problem, but now it is like i am brain-dead and can't come up with the words for a simple conversation with friends...i can understand what people are saying in conversations, but to use those words again is non-existant. my mind is to busy wrapped up in vertical-curve calculations, the damn stress/strain equations, and trying to remember the energy equation for thermodynamics...there is no extra memory space for simple and everyday english skills. one might think that my poor capitilization (or no capitalization for that matter) is a product of this, but that is a conscience decision on how i think it is dumb to capitalize when the same point is given in the lower case.

so there you have it...complete randomness on a boring night

peace